Well well.  Look what the cat dragged in!  It’s been several years since I’ve posted on my blog.  And while a lot has happened since 2012 when my life changed dramatically,  My relationship of over 8 years had come to an abrupt end and, to be honest, I’ve been sort of lost since that time.  I’ve been lucky to be in a short relationship with a really great guy, but I was an idiot and didn’t understand what was going on with me or in my life at that time.  This is the longest I’ve been single in such a very long time.  It’s been quite an adjustment to say the least.

So I hope you’ll forgive me for my long absence.  I’m honestly not even sure who’s out there still reading any of this.  But I thought it would be a good idea to get it going again.  If anything just to reclaim some part of myself that I’d lost since life got upturned.  I don’t regret a single thing since everything changed, but I was not prepared for the depths of depression I’d enter and not even realize.  Talk about a fog.  A fog of the soul is kind of how it felt.

Less fog these days..more love.  It’s a start.  I’m just about ready to give up fighting and let the light back in.  I know it sounds cheesy.  But I gotta try.  So there it is.  That’s my update for now.  It’s a start, and I just had to get back on the beam.